"What? Talk to me on Aim, or talk to me at all?" J typed back.
"Nothing. Look, you should go pack. Have a safe hike. When can we talk again?"
"I should be back around 8 or 9. If anything, send me a message and I'll send you one back."
"Yeah, ok."
"I'm sorry. I have to go. Try to be happy today, please?"
I paused for a moment, not sure what to say. "Ok." Then after another beat, "I love you."
"I love you too. JTB out"
Funny way to say I'm leaving. Always made me raise an eye brow. I really do love J. Those lively, pretty brown eyes. That interesting smile. That milky skin and flaxen hair. However, all of those things can't even begin to compare to that big, beautiful heart....yet...I feel strange...
I love you so much but I don't feel I deserve you. You're convinced that there is an "amazing person" under all my anguish- maybe there is-- but I can't feel them.
I don't want to hurt you. I'm not sure how I will get by if I let you go. Is that enough? Is that selfish?





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Learn from your past, but don't let it control you.
im back aswell..
what the fuck have you been up to.
ps i left you my msn on ur journal
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What you feel, is ok! it's never gonna change anyway
:: draws lots of heats on your page :: you're such a sweet person, I love you!!
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Love is pain; a pain I need to survive.
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98% of Deviants don't know the difference between "your" and "you're." If
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This is how it works
You're young until you're not
You love until you don't
You try until you can't
You laugh until you cry
You cry until you laugh
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Until their dying breath
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This is how it works
You're young until you're not
You love until you don't
You try until you can't
You laugh until you cry
You cry until you laugh
And everyone must breathe
Until their dying breath
Nikkie
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Love is pain; a pain I need to survive.
I would rather die fighting, than die a coward hiding.
If you read my work, leave a comment please and I will do the same for you.
98% of Deviants don't know the difference between "your" and "you're." If
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